Day 9

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY cause went out with Liwen & Bob we had loads of laughs and simply enjoy each other's jokes and stufff. Being too happy in the day caused me to be SAD NOW SOBS ): baby is sick for 2 days alr )))))): so pooor thing heart painnnnnnnnn )))))): WHY CANT HE BOOK OUT? HE'S SICK LEH ); Baby hope you get well sooon!. You are strong right!(: few more days then i can seeeee youuuuuuu!. CANT WAIT!.

OMG FMLx100000000000000000000000000000. Up till now i only lost 2kgs which is like insignificant and unnoticeable )): sad life is me, me is sad life. Called dietitian/nutritionist that day and got scolded MAJOR cause its likeee im not overweight but im obessive about losing kgs which is not good for me ))))))): My BMI now is in the close to underweight range but still in the acceptable weight range. She knows that i have alr lost so muchhh weight compared to last time. That extreme and super fast drop of weight previously make my gastric sort of "over-acidic" so i have beeen living with gastric problems for the past 4 yrs plus. She kept naggging non-stop convincing me that i look okay and whatsoever, saying that if i continue to lose weight in extreme ways my gastric will have more problems. Worse still i love spicy and sour foood which is dammm bad for my gastric HOW???!!! )))))))); I'm weighing at 40++ but i friggging look like a 60++ )))): Super envious those who are heavy but look dam skinnny can. I wanna be FLAT so i wont look FAT. MAJOR FML. SIGHS, shall eat properly and stay healthy BUT i will work out and exercise more. I still wanna loseee weight but i'll just take it slow so it will not be much burden for my gastric i wanna live longgg so give me another 2-4 months!.3 more KGs to ideal weight!!!.

I WANT SCHOOL TO START NOW SO I CAN BE WITH MY FRIENDS EVERYDAY!!!
I WANT DARLING TO BOOK OUT ASAP SO I CAN SEE HIM AND GET A BIG HUG FROM HIM!!!!!!
REALLLY MISSSS EVERYONE SO DAMMM MUCH NOWWWWWWWW!!

Okay enough, im feeeling better(: MAN UTD BETTER WIN THE MATCH TO MAKE ME FEEEL EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!.

Till then~


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