dislikeee coughing TTM, have beeen coughing like crazy for the past few nights. Cough only strikes when im going to sleeeep. Super uncomfortable, can just cough for 1 whole hour oh mannnnn.... Hope it will get betterrr.BABY YOU BETTER GET WELL SOOON TOOO!!. Feeel so useless cause i cant do anything to make you feeel better when u are having such a high fever ._. Oh wellllllllllll. I need to sleeep sooon... Have beeen quite temperamental these few days dunno why. I neeed to seee all my happpy pillls, i missss you all so much...where are you alll?.): Weeekends pls hurrry arrive so i can get to seee them!!!. Super neeed it!!!. Nvm i'll be fine just need to find someplace to rant. Goodnight all!.

HAPPY 2 YEARS & 8 MONTHS ANNI DARLING!.

I'm so glad to have you being with me for the past 32 months simply LOVE.
I'm looking forward to seeing you on sunday!
I'll be strong, but am sure to have puffy eyes tmr.. TSK.
Whole family will be going back msia tmr i'll be left alone home till evening whn my auntie come back for work. Maybe i shld go out myself or just rottt at home since cramps are KILLING ME.PMS SUCKS I SWEAR ITS DAMMM PAINFUL UNTIL YOU CAN CRY AND CRY AND CRY AND JUST PRACTICALLY CRY WHOLE DAY FML.

Not seeeing baby tmr makes it worst but at least im going to see him on sun hopefully.
I'm so afraid because of me he cant rest well... i want him to hav enough rest but i also wanna seee himmm..AHHH HOW?.. i'm so selfish ): felt so baddd when he heard me cry just now i dint want to worry him i tried so hard to control but it just burst. I wonder what happen to me its like i can survive 14 days w/o seeeing him but why this time is sooo hard.. must be PMS. ewwwwwwwwww pls go awayyy...Must be strong and independant even more, cause next week 6days field camp = no contact for 6 days.

OMG, this is hard mannn but im sure i'll be able to handle it.. i just misssssssssss you so mucccccchhhhhhhhhh i wanna hug you so tight and just let me feeel ur warmth and heartbeat even if it just last for a min. It would really will meant the WORLD to me. Stop whinning you retard *hit self* oh mannn I really need to go to bed soon if not tmr i'll be a zombie tsk sick+cramps+bodyaches = BOMB. Im sure i wont have a good slp tonight, cramps are getting worse and coughing my lungs out. Soaking wet pillow,bloster and blankie dosent helps sorry elmo to have got you wet ._. WHY THE HELL AM I SO WEAK?? CRYING UR HEARTS OUT WONT SOLVE ANYTHING YOU STUPID GIRL. *slaps self* okay enough complains. Goodnight all!.

Baby boy, i really missssss you soooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh.
Happy Anni to us again!.I LOVE YOU LOADS!.

oh myyyyyyy, Major FML. Sickness haven recover for almost 2 weeeeks alr. Cramps are so horrible and terrible, the pain is as though knife keep stabbing into ur abdomen nonstop. Vomitted twice in the middle of the night ytd ))): feeeling dammmmmmmm weak now, haven ate anything since ytd tsk. sighhhhhh shall bear with it just let me complain a lil. x_x Anyhow, baby is boooking out tmr (Y) heh and its our anni tmr too!. Looking forward to seeeing him!. But i shall just stay bedridden and rest well for nowww. oh well a very good way of losing weight. Since i've been sick so i smhow gave myself excuse to eat abit more but nowwwwwww totallly no appetite.... Shall go nap sooon. Crampppppppppps pls go awayyyyyyy. )):

(Y) So i've spend a wonderful weeekend with baby! :DDDDDDDDDD Flew over to darling's on fri, dint go work cause i was sick :S OMGGGGGGG SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGG HAPPY TO SEEEE HIM LIKE OMFGGGGGGGG HUG HIM LIKE A KOALA WHEN I SAW HIM!!!!. Heh spend the day catching up and darling brought me to the doctor too. In the evening went birthday pressie searching with the boys + Ah Chew's Dessert!.

Awwws both of us sick lehhh ): like a poor thing only hugs tgt and cry* haha ofcourse not! heh we were too busy playing with each other the whole day hor? :DDD
Saturday after work went over to meet baby and we went beach road to get his army stuff!. Both of us like lost uh? :X finally we found the place!. The place full of army boys all botakss!!. Baby all ur frensss!! :P and ya he did found his frens there too and ask each other what to buy like a cuteeeee (L) haha. Cabbed to his place afterwards as it was raining heavily and rested till evening!. We're going for MeiXuan's 21st Birthday!. Ate yummmy food and awesome company with babyyyy :DDD awwws keeeep coughing! Hope you get well soon ya~. Soon its getting late so ya went homeee. Crazy taxi driver i tot i was not able to make it home, he drove full speeed over hump twice and kena horn by people 5 times! plus the extreme sharp turns omg, cold sweat :S.

AWWWWWWWWWS DARLING I MISSSS YOU ALR! POUTS* HURRY BOOK OUT ON OUR ANNI DAY I NEED YOU!.

Sunday was spent with family, dint want to go out with them cause im dieting but got scolded by mummy cause im sick still dun wan eat. She say everytime i on diet 100% sure fall sick one, i agreeee la like 10 out of 10 times i on diet sure sick :S So went lunch at CS's Pizza Hut YUM. Their new BIG BITES pizza is nice drumlets tooo yummmy!. Spend the whole afternoon at home in bed afterwards cause having fever lol can u imagine no fan no aircon but im in thick jacket and 2 layers of blanket.. oh well~~ got abit better in the night and went dinning in the indian tandoori(?) restuarant! Had indian cusine naan,bthusa(?), mutthon and chicken. Dint eat much though no "wei kou". But the beeeeeeer is SUPER CHEAP 16.90 FOR 1 JUG!!! LIKE WAH!. But i never drink la cause im sicccccck. Good girl.(:

FINALLY TODAY!. superb day with jaimeeee, talk loads of HTHT ANDS CRAZY rubbishhhhhh HAHA. Thank you for the P.Osh Brownie girl! super yummmy! :DDDDDDDD.
Just hanged up phone with loveee, awwwwwwws I MISSSSSS HIM ALR 5 MORE DAYS!.
He's only booking out on sat... but nvm!. Heh at least i get to see him im dammm happy alr!.
Shall go slp sooon as im gettting tireeeeeeeeed. YAWNS.

Day 11

*Sniffs Sniffs* oh mannnnnnn this friggging feeels horribleeee. Im having a flu now and nose is runnning like crazy!. Both army boy and me are sooooo Love Sick till we fell Physically Sick. Okay i know Not funnnny... =.= Seriously my mind is not cooperating with my hands resulting in typing nonsense so yeah.

AND OMFG BABY IS REALLY FRIGGING BOOKING OUT ON THURSDAY!. *DANCES & SKIPS AROUND THEN JUMP ON BED*. MISSS HIM DAM MUCH LAH YOU KNOW AND I SWEAR HE FRIGGGING MISSS ME TOO!. Its like ~~~ everynight we talk to each other we just feeel like seeeing each other even if it's just for that min!. I WANT NO NO I NEED A BIG TEDDY BEAR HUG NO MATTER WHAT ROAR!!!!!.

But i somehow love missing him like this cause the next time when i seee him i'll be like a SUPER HAPPPPY KID!. Sometimes/Often i like to make myself feeel EXTREMELY SAD over nothing so i can really feeel the EXTREME HAPPINESS you know what i mean?. im kinda saddist i guess :S i so wanna feeel hurt,pain whatever emotions that make me sad but as well as happiness and LOVE. Teeheee, im a crazy girl but who cares! :P HOkay shall go to bed like sooon. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG HE'S REALLY COMING BACK SOOON! CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

LEE CHONG YI!!!!!! YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK TO ME SOON! IF NOT I SWEAR IM GONNA KICK UR BUTT!.


2 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSS!.

Day 9

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY cause went out with Liwen & Bob we had loads of laughs and simply enjoy each other's jokes and stufff. Being too happy in the day caused me to be SAD NOW SOBS ): baby is sick for 2 days alr )))))): so pooor thing heart painnnnnnnnn )))))): WHY CANT HE BOOK OUT? HE'S SICK LEH ); Baby hope you get well sooon!. You are strong right!(: few more days then i can seeeee youuuuuuu!. CANT WAIT!.

OMG FMLx100000000000000000000000000000. Up till now i only lost 2kgs which is like insignificant and unnoticeable )): sad life is me, me is sad life. Called dietitian/nutritionist that day and got scolded MAJOR cause its likeee im not overweight but im obessive about losing kgs which is not good for me ))))))): My BMI now is in the close to underweight range but still in the acceptable weight range. She knows that i have alr lost so muchhh weight compared to last time. That extreme and super fast drop of weight previously make my gastric sort of "over-acidic" so i have beeen living with gastric problems for the past 4 yrs plus. She kept naggging non-stop convincing me that i look okay and whatsoever, saying that if i continue to lose weight in extreme ways my gastric will have more problems. Worse still i love spicy and sour foood which is dammm bad for my gastric HOW???!!! )))))))); I'm weighing at 40++ but i friggging look like a 60++ )))): Super envious those who are heavy but look dam skinnny can. I wanna be FLAT so i wont look FAT. MAJOR FML. SIGHS, shall eat properly and stay healthy BUT i will work out and exercise more. I still wanna loseee weight but i'll just take it slow so it will not be much burden for my gastric i wanna live longgg so give me another 2-4 months!.3 more KGs to ideal weight!!!.

I WANT SCHOOL TO START NOW SO I CAN BE WITH MY FRIENDS EVERYDAY!!!
I WANT DARLING TO BOOK OUT ASAP SO I CAN SEE HIM AND GET A BIG HUG FROM HIM!!!!!!
REALLLY MISSSS EVERYONE SO DAMMM MUCH NOWWWWWWWW!!

Okay enough, im feeeling better(: MAN UTD BETTER WIN THE MATCH TO MAKE ME FEEEL EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!.

Till then~


4 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 6

Grumpyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dayyyyyyy ): ........ fled to gym after i reach home and worked out like mad after which i just feeel like collapsing TSK, kinda over stretched myself alil i guess? opps. Just ignored everyone in the hse and kinda grumble. Oh wellllllllllll, shall go to bed sooon!. I neeed babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. plsssssssssssssss lettttttttttttttttttttt meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu soooooooooooooooooooooooooon. *hits self with pillow nonstop*

8 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Day 5

Efficient day for meeeee.HEEE, did loads of work in office ask around for hlp on my presentation/project hoho and i got smth like totally YAYS. QA's Project Managers are like all super nice to meee :DDDD Went home and Intensive gym-ing after that, felt really GOOD to sweat again & i'm starting to like running teehees. Its super efficient for me when running while listening to music its like i alr ran for 20 mins and i dint even realise LOL. I'm going to do it whenever possible!, heh cause i saw how much calories i lost like really ZOMG I SWEAR IF I DO THIS EVERYDAY I WILL BECM STICK. *which i dun want* irony much tsk and I realise smth, whenever i drink alcohol = red and guess what even when i exercise = red. Like whatttttttttttttttttttttt????!!! my blood circulation is really good!. Dunno if its a good thing not haha!, lost 1 kg ONLY so far like a ): only. TSK better than nth~

Chatted quite alot with boy today heh, told him i went gym & exercise intensively he was like : "FOR WHAT???!! When i come out bring you eat good food." Then I was like " noooooooooooooooooooooooo~" :S Yays feeels reallly goood to talk to darling everyday!. SUPER HEARTS IT!! LIKE TOTALLY!. HEEEE. JIAYOU FOR YOUR NAPFA TMR!!! YOU CAN DO IT MY STRONG & FIT BOY!. Going to gym tmr again!. NEED TO LOSE KGS KGS KGS. SHAKE OFF THOSE FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

9 MORE DAYSS!!!!!!

Day 4

OMG IT HAS BEEN 4 DAYS ALR WHICH MEANS 10 MORE DAYS (Y) heh the same day when i had to go back to school and for presentation. Oh well~ waiting for Liwen & Bob now cause we are planning for a year end trip heh. Nothing much happened today, went for a swim and rott at homeee. Now family all went out for dinner but which means im home alone!. Hehs waiting for darling's call laterrrr tooooooo. OMG IM EXCITED ABOUT EVERYTHING!. TIME PLS FLY. MR LEE CHONG YI I MISSS YOU LIKE CRAZY ALRRRR YOU KNWWW!!!!!!.

10 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

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