*heaves a loud sigh & smiles* it feeels gooood to be homeeee early(: work has been pretty mundane same thing everyday, nobody to talk to, cereal+milk+strawberries for lunch everyday. All these alone time gave me space to think about soooooooo much things. Family, love, friends, school, work & future.

In exactly a month later, you're going in, to serve the nation. Time reallly fliesss, seems like just ytd when we first started talking to each other *grins* i'm sooooooo friggging lucky and so dam glad that i've made the right choice or rather a risk/gamble. Cant believe myself still so caught in LOVE, 30 months has past but we're still so high on heels over each other.... Oh myyyy~ If there were a love themometer, it would meant that we're always running a fever. There are really so much memories with you(: Throughout i've learnt alot of things too, me being the first child i always had to be moreeee independant.

Its reallly niceeee to have somebody to lean on esp when you are down and stuffs but ofcourse you have friends too but its just, different, i guess?. Putting a strong front in front of everyone keeping all thosethings insde,which after go home hide in the room and cry like mad making sure no one at home hears you, sounds just like me. Now i have you to share my stuffs with me i feel less burdened and its like -100kgs off me(:

At this age its time to get settled down i guess, or maybe its just me? *shurgs* We are all out, trying to find the perfect guy. We humans, all have flaws don't we?, i don't need the perfect guy. I just need my perfect guy, he is perfect with all the flaws he possess cause i'm sure i'm not that perfect myself too. I love you, for you are who you are. Just so happy, indulging in my little bliss. I'm proud of myself cause im ready, ready to wait for you, 2 years, im prepared. Its just a lil bump on the road, we still have mountains to climb over as compared to this.

Though we cant see each other everyday, though we cant always have sleep overs but it dosent matters. Cause this makes me look forward to married life even more, just thinking of it makes me so happy!. Get to see you everyday tgt in our own love hut doing our fav past times tgt watching tvvv and many more!. What you said in our anni card simply melts meee~ awwwwwwwws cuddles* Boy, i just loveeeeee you so much that i dunno how to discribe it, and i'm sure you feeel the same way as mee too!. Worry not i'll be good(:

Lucky me have 1 more year in school while you are serving ns, so i can enjoy myself with my friends too!. Cant live without them too!. I'm really fortunate to have quite a balanced life between Love,friends,family. But kinda guilty cause im spending more time outside now compared to time spend at home. But sunday its still family day so i guess it makes up for everything!. Sa-jiaoing to mummy rocks and talking about soccer with dad, its like the onllllyyy time we talk to each other cause he is so darn stern & strict. So thats why i like soccer so much since young heh!, playing with siblings sometimes can drive me crazy LOL.

However, sometimes it really saddens me as people might think one treating the other soo good might have hidden motives or whatsoever. Caring for the person so much that even the little things happened to them is a BIG thing to you. Truths hurt but i think its better to live in the so called "white lies" for some. Call them names whatever. They care-ed for you so they would do things trying to make you feel better, but hey look what have they gotten? Nothing, nothing but just names behind their back and other bad critics. It dosent pays to be kind. so kaypo for what? stupid right?. I have learnt my lesson alot of times but still, thats one of my weakness.

This is LIFE, you cant always have all the good of everything. So just learn, deal with it and move on. I've got it, this is how psychologoy works. All these in you are the essences that what makes you, you. WOW i feel like an old woman but wells i guess there's still alot for me to see and learn. Those who will stay in your life will be there for you forever and that's what matter most. "Live your life like you are dying" sings Kris Allen yes you must. But you must also Live your own life for you, i said. For now i'll just bear with the 2 months of work and enjoy my life as much as i can!. Enough of blabberings cause i think i've said enough(: Sorry for the long post! :S

Ps:Not talking about any particular person/people/whatsoever in this post just in general so yeah, dun read into it so much.

Pss: Need to get-a-way after my attachment badly!!!!

Psss: Oh Amazingly i'm super looking forward to rubbing boyf 's botak head HAHA opps
Baby i never laugh at you okie? LOVE YOU! :P (L)

lost interest in blogging dunno when will be back to update this space again.
Life has been pretty routine for me, 12 more weeks~~
SIGH working tmr like againnnnnnn FML.
Shall rest early and stop thinking much.
I am Stupid.
Stupid is Me.


You're too loud, I'm so hyper
On paper we're a disaster
And I'm driving you crazy
It's my little game

I push you, and you push back
Two opposites so alike that
Everyday's a roller coaster
I'm a bump you'll never get over

This love (love) hate (hate) relationship
You say you can't handle it
But there's no way to stop this now
So shut up and kiss me

Kick (kick), scream (scream) call it quits
But your just (just) so (so) full of it
Cuz it's too late, to close your mouth
Shut up and kiss me.

I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

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