who likes being treat like dust.stop all nonsense right nw i'll be glad go.go go as far as possible frm me who cares anw.u dint bother about wad i feel u just THINK i felt like tt.u nbr ask.talking bout treasuring ppl ard u.hahh right did u even do tt in e first place oh god think twice.oh well frgt about it u just care bout UR frens n i shall not dirty my blog otherwise wth fr all those i had done in return i gain wad nth.whose there with u when things happen.i had nbr doubted u.haaaah wad a joke heaven is damm good at making fun of me man wells just frgt treat it as all had nvr happen.
















dint even bother to say hi when passed by.
treat others e way u like to be treated.
promises are nth but just mere words.
all those words tt u once said does all those still counts?.

okays....finally chem paper 2 done.e paper was quite okays
actually,mxture of difficult n easy hahas im glad im glad.hopefully i'll get a pass!8 more papers to go.it will be dammm fast i guess hence ya!gonna mugg like madd fr e last chances.buck up on my phy!.history is a must to do well!ss too! hahas fri is history gonna do my best n pray fr good results hehes xDD studied russia which consist of feb/oct revolution n gobachev.pacific war and germany!all those dictatorship thingy policy
weimar gov...wadever wadever(pardon me fr spelling errors im bad at spelling bees) hahas.gonna mia till 5 nov hence ya got to get back to my muggin session asap.hmms song fr today lets see...
umms your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit xDD
lyrics:When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger
I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changingAnd waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it al
lEven if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

sweet~.okays byebyes i'll be back on 5 nov xD.

hmms just came back hm from amths paper.first o level paper,wells apparently it went kinda hay-wire.e paper was quite okay as compared to prelims.totally regret not studyin but dunn care alr.i could do some qn was super happy la hahas and check my ans with bobby got one qn correct! 5 marks oh yeah at least i wont fail tt tt tt badly.wells e8 hopefully pls.L0LS.hahas oh ya tt night aston villa vs man u OMG!GOOD GAME!!MAN U TOTALLY TRASH ASTONVILLA!OH YAY!.4-1 HANDS DOWN MAN!.rooney was like e big STAR over there hahas he scored 2 goals if im nt wrong hahas stayed all e way till 2 to watch e game okays hahahas
ROCK ON MAN UTD~!!!. okays enough of craps go to gt back to study chem is like 2 days away hence tatas!GOOD LUCK PPL!.xDD.
song of e day:
THE GREAT ESCAPE!.super nice song by boys n girls
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye~~~
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cryWe won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

superb!okays byes ppl!.

heyhey! i am back hahas. sorry fr not blogging these few days was kinda busy n evrything.went out blahs blahs blahs,mugged like madd okays i study like at least 3 hrs a day highest record 8 hrs! oh yay! broke my previous record.which was 6 hrs hahas. i am done with chemistry,physics,history and emaths! hahahas so happy lah i felt relief n burden down.but i still got to catch up on my ss hahas its a long way to go.hehes although i hav finish studying like almost all but tt dosent give me a reason to slack n slow down!.e momentum must be kept this way.revis revise revise revise n more revision!! everything must be at my finger tips!this gonna kill tonns of my brain cells memorising hahas but who cares get it done once n fr all.once o level is over liberration man! cant wait! so hell yeah gonna really chiong like madd.sighs but my amths is like um.. gone case but cant hlp much just gonna brush up a lil n off i go fr e exam.wells i decided to take amths paper although my mother allow me to be absent fr it hahas.wells i paid fr e paper! n plus if i got n f9 they wont show it on my cert,wads e lose?hahas i'll be over e moon if i got an e8 or d7 so yupps.just gonna try my best whatsoever.NEVER EVER GIVE UP UNTILL E LAST MINUTE!.yes.anw i think i'll be heading to JB tis sat or fri hahas =XXX i knw i knw.o's are coming but my beloveds came all e way dwn frm ipoh to jb okays hence i'll be visiting them hahas i'll be celebrating my sis n grandma birthday toos!hahas so it will be funn i guess.cant wait cant wait! i have not seen my aunt fr 2 n half yrs alr since i last attended her wedding.awws.shes only 18 okays shes not an aunt to me to me shes like half my sis!hahas i wanna see her son!!shes so lucky okays got married at 16 nw shes 18 n hav a son tats 2nhalf yrs old.hw nice right!her husband is so good to her lahs.envy envy!hahas happy fr her anw.n plus my 2 other cousins haven seen them since chinese new yr alr!.tt 2 arghs frever so....alw picking on me!.although their 1 n 2 yrs older than me respectively but so.hey it dosent mean tt e old could alw bully e young!.hahas n guess wad both of them have a gf alr i wanna see them man!.my grandma has been telling me hilarious stories bout them hahahas.okays i shall see with my own eyes when i got ther hehes.alrights i really got to go alr no time! must get back to mugged at once!hence tatas.xDD.

phews time flies so quickly seriously,aiyah time just couldnt stop fr a min/sec.even if its fr god sake least fr my sake right? hahas ohs today is hari raya puasa hehs ppl kept asking me fr their greenbao dia0s l0rs.wei,u all older than me still got face to ask greenbao frm me!i shld be e one getting frm u guys cann hahahas.hilarious man.today woke up at 11++ i set alarm at 8.25 but i as so lazy i just ignore n fell aslp again =XXX.study abit watched high sch musical at 1 o clock aft tt slpt fr half an hr continue study till 7.30 high sch musical 2. hahahas i accompany my 2 sisters throughout e whole 3 n a half hours okays see i so good L0RS.now still slack slack awhile gt to gt back to my studies laters alr i wanna watch wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai at 11.30 laters oh ya tmr got taxi on chn 5 must watch! hahas oh yeah tmr is cindy birthday!HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CINDY! sorry ya cant go tmr hehs hope u like e terrapins hehes okays gtg byes ppl!

ireallyreallyreallyregretusingpplassubsitutestofrgtanotherpersoneventhoughitssoujustcantfrgtttpersonitsjustsosohardidunnunderstands
imreallyreallysorrysorrytoallthoseppltatihadhurtimsosorryiknwalltismeansnomoretouallbutismhwfeelbadseekarmahappensalrtome
nvrevertakethingseasilygivingpplewrongideadunlikejiushooawaydunletthemhavewrongideaebenthoughtheyirritatesubutstillbekind
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ithurtslikefuckmanseriouslyiswearitbleedsfrmtoptotoeihatetisfeelincmbacktomewillubabyimissuineeduevenitsjustfradayasecidunnre
allymindplssighsregret.

shoooo~ one yr flew just like tat frm dead since 121006 to currently 121007 a yr.sighs everything happen very sudden just like tt, still rem clearly...i was totally held back lost.really lost dint knw wad to do.cried almost every single day till i lost my voice pratically just daze,pretendin to be strong being as cheerful as ever.wad can i do 240704 e story started officially ended on 121006.dead since 121006 e impact is definitely great.hwever i had really learnt it seriously took me mths n mths till it fades.4 past experiences almost just enuff to kill me hwever i had to keep on goin no matters wad happen.untill tat day tat another person. i really really put my soul n heart in belive everything said enjoys e accompany.u came in i let u in.till nw still beliving there might be doubts but i really dunno,couldnt care much so wad if i really persue fr it.everything will sure come to an end as ppl alw say,all i wan nw is just study my best n couldnt care much o levels priority 22nd my papers starts 12 nov is my last paper one more monthi swear aft o level im gonna play all day n night go work work work do wadever it takes to occupy me whole day.results will be out in janurary sch starts in ending feb which means i only hav 2 n half mth to 'enjoy' will sure make full use of e time,ppl often say i hav no time fr tis fr tat blah blah blah.oh u knw wad if u really wanna do smth even though theres only 10 sec u'll do it.u'll do it no matters hw long or hw short it takes cause u hav e heart.wad didint kill u make u even stronger heard tis like upteen times.yes yes yes.wads live happily ever after? it seems so so so far frm me which only happens in fariy tales.when i was a kid ppl ard me keep tellin me to belive in fariy tales.one day ur prince charming will appear, u'll live happiliy tgt with him got loads of money no worries.YA RIGHT!.so true~~~e dreams long shattered when i had realised hw ugly n cruel tis world is,even if in fariy tales there alw be e witch/dragon/monsters to seperate e 2 main chracters ,but they will be killed.BUT in reality these witches cum dragon cum monsters in disguise do exist n when u kill them u'll charged fr muder hw unfair? n u knw wad tis ppl dun die so easily hence ya see e great difference fariy tales n real life similarly in dramas haaaaa~ happy ending.all these only act as false hope fr ppl i think.but it really hlps when u knw tt tis wont happen in real life,but e drama at least let u see tat tis is happenin n u too can be like them.lesson learnt 4 times nvr ever hope wish.trusting e wrong person can really kills.esp when its e person u knw so well,so long and they hide their bad points/another face so well tat u cant see it.in love u will alw alw alw be e blind one.no matters hw imperfect e person u'll still think hes perfect.sighs sighs sighs i really cant afford to do to tis anymore e price paid is so great n unberable.everything seems like illusion to me.im nvr ever protected ever since im a kid.im e eldest which means i hav to set a good example to my siblings.taking great n heavy reponsibilities fr taking care of them.i hav 2 sisters which is 9 and 11 yrs younger than me.e only ones i can talk to relate to is my bro or cousins.e gap between my parents seems so so so so great which i nw alr feel theres no point in doing anything to reduce e gap.wad i really wan is study hard,be sucessful nxt time when i grow up.hoping e best fr my siblings n parents,i'll be contented.no matterswad happen to me i'll just take it n let it be i just wan ppl ard me to be happy tats all i cann wish fr.smtimes i really really wish to live fr myself but it just so difficult fr me.sighs i guess tis is my life i was created to live like tat and to oblige no matters wad.i realise tt i had nvr persue smth tat i really really wan.haaaa~funny right wells tats me.nth much dumb just dumb practically dumb.im like a living/dead zombie.dun care alr kill my brain cells further i will seriously be even dumber.


okays! lets start frm today.....
went ps meet chelle.gr.eh.at.adr. waited awhile den go food court eat dint really eat though.eh n adr was eating strawberry milk n mango milk ice wth? so nice can hahas wanted to try e monster ice but no time so yupps.tried one piece of strawberry frm eh though not bad hahas.sweet n sour.aft tt hy n at came gr went with them to eat kfc while we wait eh to finish his ice.l0rs hahas again aft tt went 'fish market' hahas with chelle,eh n adr. ate abit hahas wanted to watch movie aft tt but all e shows like umm. den nice de is nc 16 also cannot go in so yupps.in e end went to cathay want to go e2max to watch dvd de but there dun hav rooms so ben n jerry first hehes damm nice! shared with chelle strawberry cheesecake,choc brownie and cookies n cream superb man.hehes afterwards took bus headed to cine.took a room with 4 coms n tv.gr,eh,at,adr was busy dotaing while me hy chelle was watching 'who slpt with her' korean de show m18 =XX.hahas i totally laugh through out e movies damm hilarious lahs u guys shld go watch hehes.chelle went off to meet her cousins aft tt den after watching finish jiu take mrt go my near my house there market de roti prata hahas.went home hy n at left.den me,gr,adr n eh walk-ed hme adr sent gr to his bustop hahas so gay =XX L0RS. finally reached home hehes. tats all fr today i got to study again alr, arghs i know its like no life but still o levels got to study okays no choice given a choice i would rather watch tv n go out play correct so ya.
alrights den song fr today~~

wo bu xiang wang ji ni by guo jing.claire
heres e lyrics :
我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说 对不起
一个人不懂 什么是拥有
俩个人不懂 怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说 对不起~~~




i totally love tis song!.xDD.
if my i dint delete my old blog today would be e 1st yr hahas wad a waste but nvm frgt it.
my old blog www.xuexuesxueen.blogspot.com no longer exist. dead since 121006 is alr history.

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m=13,n=14,o=15,p=16,q=17,r=18,s=19,t=20,u=21,v=22,w=23,x=24,y=25,z=26
ms chamb said tt during graduation ceremony.love=54%friends=72% which is way m0ore more more worth it.attitude makes 100%.rights...xueen=68% lousy man hahas okays wadever byes~

im back.dia0s l0rs today was awesome! hahas went to sch had chem practical,guess wad i forgotten to bring my entry proof =XXX thanks god mr sammi help me to print another copy out thanks loads! hehes he ran all e way to G.O. n pass me e paper hahas mrs er m ms low was there saying wad 50$ per piece =XX.i was like umms...
hahahas. anw aft tt chem prac start quite okays at first but cm to e Q.A part everything totally screwed.i lost like 5 marks straight cause i any hw write sure salah one sian.den e test fr cations+anions one i lost like 4/5 marks again!
omg due to my carelessness regret! but hopefully i'll hav a pass pls pls pls man.den after chem prac went to AVA to quarrantine fr 5 hrs again.but had funn during tat 5hrs, watched 1/4 of rat.a.too.e and storm e yard hahas damm nice.hahas den only like 15 mins of e longest yard aiyahyah such a pity couldnt finish watching,cause we had to go hall fr graduation ceremony.went to class first,mrs lim gave us fruits umms i think is plum? or peach? cant differentiate but it tasted sweet hehes. thanks mrs lim!.okays along e way to e hall cam whoring starts again,took like tonns of pic hahas fr memories since its like e last day of sch officially so yupps.reached hall talk talk crap crap
den its turn to go up e stage to receive my graduation cert.nth much actually wasnt as scary as i tot.sang u raised me up was quite emotional hahas cause its e background song of our class teachers day video.blahs blahs blahs finally whole thing like ended hahas yes yes yes! THREE CHEERS N THREE CHEERS N THREE CHEERS FOR MONKSHILL!HIP HIP HURRAY HIP HIP HURRAY! OH YES!.hahahas went soul garden with bobby jhon cindy chelle n liwen had lots of food. we were like all bloated omg till nw i still very full...jhon n chelle were like competting with each other who cann eat e most hahas lose de pay 50$ l0rs.wells nobody won nobody lose hahas anw.aft tt jhon went off left us hence we acc chelle to buy food.craps craps craps alot during e way hahas.send bobby,cindy to mrt den send chelle to her bustop hehes.den me n liwen walk all e way frm taka to ps .talk bout alot during e way hahas lik wad to do aft o levels go same poly same course hahahas damm funny n we even tot of being bosses of our own L0LS.hahas yes think too much tts wad i said too.i hop to gt in a poly pls pls pls any poly will do.1st choice NP.and choice TP.third choice NYP.fourth choice SP.last last last is RP.l0ls any course will do seriously i knw i shld chose smth tt i like but wad if e course dosent link to jobs career aft my poly L0RS.hahas i'll just tak wadever it comes n let wadever it goes.okays i got to study alr gonnna mugg till 3++4 today anybody willing to stay up with me? L0LS i doubt theres none wells i got to be independant yes.oh ya i receive my report book today too was like ummm...
teacher wrote:''xueen has shown a marked improvement in her attitude towards her studies tis semester.STOIC AND QUIET,xueen is a good student in class who preseveres to do her best.''its so right~~~ omg lahs i good student L0RS.
anw wad is stoic arhs anyone knw e meaning tell me okays hahas.wells wells i made a lil improvement lahs frm mid yr L1B4 27 pts to now prelim L1B4 15 (plus cca).hahas hope o levels will be better will work 10000000000000000 times harder i swear okays got to run go study byes ppl! no song fr today hahas i hate tmr 121007 is a yr aft 121006 alot had change.but well well cant think too much just hope i wont be emoing tmr L0RS.whywhywhy of all dates 12 why not 7?8? nvm frgt it past is past present is present cant look back cann only look forward so yupps ikinda love/hate 12 irony L0RS. wadever~crap too much lia0 study! today got tab tv plus america nxt top model! must watch hehes is there any soccer match today? umms dunno okays fine byes ppl!.


OUYSSIMIOUYERAEREHW!!!!.OUY568464LLITSDNASYAD61NEEBSAHTI!!!!!.

okays its 5.19 currently i just finish studying my chem
theres like o level chem prac tmr im so so so scared
hopefully will do well pls cm out easy easy qn like
prelim like tt den i cann score!! pray really hard man
i dun wanna fail my chem i wan at least a B3!!!
aiyah i know its possible if i just work veryveryveryveryvery hard
hahahas veryhardx5 wonder y its alw 5? dun tell u ahahahas
oh wadever i got to runn alr need to study my chem
over n over again cations anions so many omg
e moment i think of tmr jiu sian must be quarrantine
fr like 4/5 hrs no phone no nth only cann study sighs
i'll make use of SOME of e time studying bahh hehes
its 10 days to o level 14 days to my 1st impt paper
which is chem paper 2 STUDY!!!!tts my like top 3 fav sub
hence it keeps me goin~~ momentum must mantain
each day one emaths paper chem paper
plus extra time to study ss/hist shld i study phy?
i knw its like kinda late but at least i wanna try
okays fine i shall study phy laters copy out wads in e textbk
n write in ex book do at least 2 qn in e paper 2 =XX
slowly bahs phy~~ seems like cheemalogy hahahas
chem is so so so much easier okays in my opinion lah
cause im not a mechanical person u see hahas i m more of like..
chemical? hahahas okays lame... dia0s
seeing is beliveing
hearing could be misleading~~
hahahas true? up to u to decide
now...song of e day wells lets seee today dun emo song la
happy song okays tis by jolin tsai ri bu luo(e sun nvr sets). frm her newest album te wu J
anyone wann her songs cann gt it frm me hehes
heres e lyrics:
天空的雾来的漫不经心
河水像油画一样安静和平鸽用蓝布
发芽着云心偷偷的放晴
祈祷你像英勇的禁卫军动也不动的
守护爱情你在回忆里
留下的脚印是我爱的 风景
我要送你 日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的 明信片我要送你
日不落的爱恋紧牵着心 把世界走遍
你就是今天 你就是晴天我的爱未眠不落的想念
飞在你身边我的爱未眠
爱的巴士 总是走了又停
微笑望着 广场上人群
我要把爱 全都装进心里 陪我一起 旅行
我要送你 日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的 明信片
我要送你 日不落的爱恋紧牵着心 把世界走遍
你就是今天 你就是晴天
我的爱未眠(我的爱未眠)
不落的想念 飞在你身边我的爱未眠
祈祷你像英勇的禁卫军
动也不动的守护爱情
你在回忆里留下的脚印
是我爱的风景
我要送你 日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的 明信片
我要送你 日不落的爱恋紧牵着心 把世界走遍
你就是今天 你就是晴天
我的爱未眠(我的爱未眠)
不落的想念 飞在你身边我的爱未眠
我要送你 日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的 明信片
我要送你 日不落的爱恋紧牵着心 把世界走遍
你就是今天 你就是晴天我的爱未眠
(我的爱未眠)不落的想念 飞在你身边我的爱未眠~~~~
awws sweet!!!. hehes
okays gtg byes!.xDD

blabberings okays wadever random...
umms suppose to study like right nw but
well temptations to blog hahahas
today was fine except fr e ph prac part
omg totally screw e qn on electricity
oh yay im so gonna fail phyics like duh
but at least an d7 pls i dun wan 2 f9
amths+phy aiyah...so got to like study
abit more fr phy really die lia0 only like 11/12 days
to o level OMG n here i m zzzz cannot alr lah
must study must must must!!!! smbody motivate me pls
if nobodys gonna do tt i got to push myself den
okays...nw wad has like happen man
i witness e sweetest n lovlies couple on earth
but nw its like thunder storm plus tsunami happening between them
so wad yrs days time mths spent tgt in e end also like umm...
bickers n lil quarells do happen but THIS is like too extreme.
wo de tian ah really dunn understand those guys.gals
go ard so called 'socalising' with ppl tts attcahed
wads their mentality i wonder n nvr cann i ever figure out
yes indeed some guys cant resist temptations
n SOME gals also same de lah no comments seriously
but pls lah cann u ppl find other else to 'socialise' with
instead of breaking up those couples seriously gt a life man
well u may scold me tis tt or wad rights hav i to tell u guys off
but at least i dont stoop myself as low as u to attract ppl attention
n nvr hav i ever tried 'sociasing' with those attached guys
resulting in another break up/diovorce case
hence my concious is clear i will not get nightmares at night
unlike those who hav done tonns of sinful things
i would be surprised tat u guys hav a good night slp
now i cann see 2 innocent victims they are alr PISSED!ANGRY!
because of such horrible ugly pathetic creatures exist
revenge jealousy hatred is all these really necessary?
maybe to a certain extend. i just wish
fr a simple life no hates only loves xDD stupid n childsih thinkin
but who cares i lead my life think wadever i like say wadever i wann
no one cares anw hahas.someone says its better to be single than to wish u were.
good n bad points ya hahas so yupps yupps shall nt think too much
prays fr e best fr e victims N to those PPL may u guys gt karma
i belive tt no point dirtying ur hand fr revenge karma will happen
again i repeat time tells all hehes
RELAX PPL!!!
melmel i sympathise ur situation however maybe things would be
better if u were to slowly talk n listen wad he got to say u knw.
nvr ever only listen to one side of e story unless u hav any evidence
orelse e person u misunderstood,would be very very devasted esp when he/she
is your good fren so ya off i go alr enough of crappins n everything
tis is like e longest post ever man hahahas
okays song fr today 7 by ying tao bang nice song!
heres e lyrics:
七年前一场雨 下在我心里 捡起我的是你
我相信命运 认真的回报你 你说的话我都信我愿意
模糊我的眼睛不想看清我可以美化你的多情
到歇斯底里我愿意原谅你七回伤害我七回伤害不到底我就死不了心
再想你七回再怀念七回 就让我软弱颓废直到麻痹
原谅你七回伤害我七回 再多点伤心我就会死了心
原谅你七回我把爱收回去你的天的安排
别让我用幸福来赔 ...... Music ......
七年後一场雨下在我心里 丢弃我的是你
我终於相信 任何事没有一定 用不著觉得可惜
我无疑认同你的多情背叛冷静
原来我 在过去的七年里 是七分之一
我愿意原谅你七回伤害我七回伤害不到底我就死不了心
再想你七回再怀念七回
就让我软弱颓废直到麻痹
原谅你七回伤害我七回
再多点伤心我就会死了心
原谅你七回我把爱收回去你的天的安排
别让我用幸福来赔 ...... Music ......
原谅你七回我把爱收回...... Music ......
原谅你七回伤害我七回伤害不到底我就死不了心
再想你七回再怀念七回 就让我软弱颓废直到麻痹
原谅你七回伤害我七回 再多点伤心我就会死了心
原谅你七回我把爱收回去你的天的安排 别让我用幸福来赔~~~~~
heres e link fr e song
http://9262446.imeem.com/music/miB4qiMg/ying_tao_bang_qi/
dumb dumb as dumb as me.l0rs okays gtg
byes ppl!

okays im like back again zzzz
wells wells okays i said tt no bloggin till
end of o levels but still u know~~~
hahahas today was quite fruitful
i finish my 2 emaths papers 1
plus hab tuition again!!! hw nice
sighs i knw i gt to like study my ass off right nw
but just feel like taking a break wad
wells at least i did smth okays
hahahas yes im finding excuses again like wth
lalalas im like bloggin n chatting at e same time nw
so kind of hectic i maynt even kw wad im typin alr L0RS
sighs Mr emo is coming again wadever but
i refused to obliged =XXX hahahas
stay happy fr e moment hehes
its gtiing late alr
time flies~~~~ nw its 6 oct! OMG 15 days to amths papers
yay!. wells im gonna flunk it anw. therefore i cann see
MrF9 waving at me right nw hahahas
sighs im still confused over wad course to take n everything
but no pt think till so far alr said main priority is STUDY
mrs kwok ask us: u guys knw wad is CHIONG nt?
nw is e period to CHIONG NT SLACK!!!!
l0rs hahas yes yes CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!
i hope my chionging will gib me like better results
hahas hmmms i guess i'll be back at 121007 xDD
okays song fr today....lets see umms okays.

starring STACIE ORRICO!!
im NOT missing you:
Oh, Oh
Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating,
the fooling around
[Chorus](But) Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you
Its a shame in a way causeI feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him
is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating,
the fooling around
No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you downI guess love will be nice for someone elses life
im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I know I
m usually hanging onI used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distanc
eIm not missing
Im not missing you

e link fr tis song
http://o1--e-xclusive.imeem.com/music/dVAF_55e/stacie_orrico_im_not_missing_you/

arghs okays i felt guilty UOYSSIMI!!!!!!!
ARGHS.wadever byes ppl.

hiihii ppl sorry fr nt blogging ytd
was damm tired aft e bbqcumswimming
so yupps ytd was greaT!hehes thank you guys
fr every thing hahas and thanks to all those ppl
who wished me xDDD. all e presents were lovely!
srry macs fr leaving u there cause i was in a rush
u see so yupps we'll go out smtime again soon okays
hehes.thank you fr e flowersnstuff but coudnt take
it with me though srry ya =XX.
wells anw im like finally 16! sighs but dosent make a diff
to me i guesss....
alrights dint went sch today was too tired dia0s l0rs
studied today emaths chem n hist l0rs wells
i think i better get started on my ss alr
o levels is like so so so so near arghs
i hab tuition tmr hw great! im nt being sacastic
but ya i hab lots n lots of doubt which need to be cleared
hence ya tuition would be good hehes
okays i guess tis would be my last post till o level
starts seriously need to gt started with my studies alr
i dunn wanna like cry n regret over e results
when their out i wouldnt wish history to repeat itself
so must really study!!!! no time to lose alr
okays byes byes off i go i'll be back aft my beloved
o levels once again THANK YOU PPL!!!LOVES!.

hiihii ppl l0rs.sighs today is my last day being 15
sighs thought of loads n loads of things
time really just flies just like tt still rem
last yr sighs no point looking back only cann i
look forward sighs sighs everythings just change so much
from last yr to tis yr ohhs wadever im like too xiao
arghs okays fine mustnt look back sighs
no really in a mood to blog alr
sighs dint went to sch today but tmr
must go alr so off i go slp byes ppl!!
xDD.

sighs nt in e mood to blog today
cramps killing me arghs
sch is totally boring dunn feel
like goin to sch tmr wells we'll see
sighs studied abit tis song damm nice
dang ni li kai de shi huo bt tanya cai

只能低著头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋
渐渐变空白
把他当作个依赖　
但内心还想不开 因为我明白
其实你都还在
我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼 想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有
当你离开的时候
我可以装作已释怀　
他对我也算关怀 他看不出来
我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖 算不算是种出卖
因为你一直在 我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔 我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼 想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我 然而到後来我什麼都没有　
当你离开的时候 我想起你亲吻我的时候
想起你眼神中的沈默 我想起了我们(静静)的分手
我闭上眼 想起你当时美丽的承诺
把你整个心都交给我 然而到後来我什麼都没有
越是没有你
越是心痛 我想起了遇见你的时候
想起你眼神中的温柔 我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼 想起当时你怀裏的颤抖
似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有　
当你离开的时候
e link fr tis song
http://fred8730.imeem.com/music/-n_wOlkc/dang_ni_li_kai_de_shi_hou_cd_version/





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