aloha!! waves** okays im abit
sot l0rs tsk die die die i dint
even touch my books like totally
today scrrewed oh wells nbm im
goin hm early tmr so tmr must study
whole day =XX. lalalas watching
president star charity cum high sch musical 2
superb! wells wells hsm2 let me realise alot of
stuff learn lots toos sighs i gotta go my own way
sighs sighs sighs teenage criss plus today pms ahs
emotional unstable unstable arhgs
song of e day.
i gotta go my own way:
Troy – listen...
I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us,
doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say,
but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on,
and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way.
Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard...
to watch it all...
slowly fade away.
I'm leaving todaycause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on,
and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
TROY:What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?
GABRIELLA:What about trust?
TROY:You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA:What about me?
TROY:What am I supposed to do.......
GABRIELLA:I gotta leave but I’ll miss you
TROY:...miss you.
GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,(Troy: I want you to stay)I
gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on,
and be who I am.(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way~~~




sighs saddistcs okays wadever off i go
tatas!.

hehes im back super tired
zzz slpt so late last night
but wake up ao darn early
hahas went out today
nth much hehes came
back at ard 9++ den study
fr a lil while =XX better than nth right
hahahas nw lazy de me still watching tv
heres a song by vaness fang shou damm niice
thanks 240704 xDD.
FANG SHOU:
Baby ni ting de jian ma
dang ni xing lai de shi hou
huo xu wo yi jing bu zai ni shen bian le
zhe shi wo men de xuan ze
ru guo wo men zai jian dao mian de hua ni hai hui ai wo ma
wo xing lai ni hai zai bu zai
sui ran ni shuo hao le ming tian jiu yao rang ni li kai
wo zhi dao you xie shi qing shuo bu ming bai
sheng xia de si nian na yi tian cai neng ting xia lai
zai duo wen rou
zai duo zhen hou dou bu zu gou
ni bu zhi dao wo you duo me nan shou
wo mei you geng duo de yao
qiu zhi yao ni tang zai wo xiong kou
xiang ge hai zi yi yang wen rou
wo mei you geng duo de yao qiu
xiang gei ni wo de suo you
ni que xuan zhe fang shou
ni dong ren xiao rong shi zui mei de dao feng
mei yi ci xiang qi
dou yin yin zuo tong
ni que tai yi lai
wo de kuan rong feng cun le
tai jiu wo bu xiang zhai zi shou
zai duo wen rou
zai duo zhen hou
dou bu zu gou
ni bu zhi dao wo you duo me nan shou
wo ting jian ni
ting jian de shi hui yi
wei she me ni xuan zhe fang shou~~
http://crazycrazymou.imeem.com/music/ByT8Z8Xn/fang_shou/
e link to e song xDD.


alrights off i go alr hehes blog again tmr bahhs
nights nights tatas xDD.

boring! today was total boredom arghs
went to sch anw was practically doin emths
during first 2 periods instead of eng =XX
dia0s aft tt kind of like wasted 2 periods
but i did sm work on amths okays xDD
thanks rx fr lending me ur paper for reference =/
hahas recess came went to bookshop with cindy
photocopied sm workheets went canteen to eat
hahas bobby n jhon was with us too hilarious man
jhon n cindy damm cute lahs hahahas
aft tt emaths lalaas did sm speed time graph qn
mrs kwok let us check our results zzz
dia0s l0rs i was quite happy hahahas
amendments fr my L1B4 nL1R5
L1B4=15!!! unexpected!! sososohappy!! xDD
L1R4=28 =XXX oppps no comments blame on my 2 mr f9 L0RS.
overall results gt an 63.1 class ranking 15
improved abit im glad im glad hehehes
i think nt bad nt bad i'll continue working hard
my chem!! arghs 59 OMG 1 more mark to b4! ARGHS wasted man
nbm shall work harder hehes over all i gt 2As 3Cs n 2F9s hw niiiiiiice xDD.
zzzzzzzzz lalalas wadever nt pt regret no time to think wad i cann do is just STUDY!!!
studies phy n amths today amazingly =X
chem emaths tts all maybe gonna read up on hist laters
i am a very good good girl xDD wahahahas
and oh ya new time table oh yay!! i gt to go hme at 10.45 on mondays whohoo
12.15 on tues wed n thurs 1.45 n fri 12.15 yay!! so gt more reasons to study
hahas so yupps yupps jiayous ppl!!!
CONGRATS TO BOBBY 6A1 1A2 !! CLAPS CLAPS
rem today gt magician of love!!! MUST WATCH! hehes
im totally in love with leehom
his song so niice hahas
superb! i think im too emotional listen to his song cann cry de L0LS
TOUCHED! hehes lyrics



wo men de ge:

已经听了一百遍
怎么听都不会倦
从白天唱到黑夜
你一直在身边
如果世界太危险
只有音乐最安全
带着我进梦里面
让各自都实现
无论是开心还是难过我的爱一直不变
不论是hiphop还是摇滚我的爱一直不变
所有美好回忆记录在里面
这张forever love那么深我们的歌那么真不过界跨时代再
不会叫kissgoodbye
有没有一句能够动人心弦ye ye
情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福
如此悦耳
能不能不要记
得继续唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得~~~


everything will change but theres one thing that will never change =)).




okays off i go to study again hehes no times to lose !!!
tatas~ DMM!!!.

....dint went to sch today
was too sick arghs
frm last thurs till today
not a sign of any recovery
sighs slpt frm ytd 11 to 1
15 hrs but it seems like 2-3 hrs
to me sian sian sian sian sian.sian x5.
nth much wells wells goin doc again laters
i guess i hab been skipping sch unintentionaly
fr like 2,3 days omg dia0s l0rs lucky gt mc xDD.
okays i gt to like start studying very soon hehes
so yupps shall blog again tmr hahahas byes byes~~
mmht.!!!!.xDD.

hmmms today pass pretty fast
hehes went to sch boring...
gotten back all e results anw
wells expected dint do really well
but at least gt improve as compared
to mid year hahas.L1B4=19 pts
L1R5=28 pts which poly n jc wanns me??
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
played badminton during pe awesome!
hehes played with bobby first
aft tt siti n cindy sweat like nbr sweat b4 dia0s.
sickly as usual my voice still like ummm...
horrible arghs went hm slpt till 5++ aft study
till nw see im hardworking =XX L0RS.
i did one chem paper 2 emaths paper 1
quite alrights i guess...
oh ya HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to MELMEL!
hahas srry fr nt being able to be there
need to study u knw hahas will buchang u
aft o levels habb funn!
alrights off i go continue studying chem
hahas tatas xDD.

i dunno wads come over me.
being as sick as ever esp today
everything dosent seems right
lost lost lost real lost....
today suppose to be mooncake festival
happy ocassion family frens cming tgt
to see e beautiful full round moon.
hwever wad i wan to do is just
stay still n listen to e sounds ard me
e clock keeps ticking
seconds minutes even hours
time dosent stop ticking
even if my heartbeat stopped
e time will keep goin...
e clock will continue ticking...
life goes on fr everyone
why why why.
never ever ask why.
it kills to knw e ans
wells part n parcel of life i may say.
its been like %*&^*&^*% days
sighs lalalas.we'll see we'll see.
renshishanbian de.
are promises made to be fufilled?
or are promises made to be broken?
doyouknow?ireallydunnoknwunlessutellme.
butiunderstand.turning 16 soon.
in a week or so.still rem last yr
so clearly yt so blurred... ...
im so so so screwed o levels
is like so so so near n i haben
really started study last night
chem.still alrights.
so near yt so far... ...
slapps myself* WAKE UP *HELLO*
l0rs.
who expected it... ...
definitely nt me
i still see some light infrnt
hopefully... hopefully...
status:calm
i shall throw everything aside* ATTHEMOMENT*
n nt think so much
FIRST AND ONLY PRORITY O LEVELS!!.
nth else nth else
so yupps smiles smiles xDD.
still feeling sick arghs
i wann to get better
so tt i hab e energy to study study study
n mug mug mug every single day frm night to dawn.
okays den off i go le byesbyes.
STUDY.

sorry fr nt being able to blog
ytd i dint even hab e energy
to cm online sighs still sick
went to sch today no matters
wad was like coughing like madd
flu n everything arghs my voice
change totally like wth really felt
very umcomfortable my status
prevent me frm studyin i practically
slpt whole day today n im still
very very lethargic OMG
pls pls pls let me recover soon
ihatemyself being like tt
sighs alrights den off i go
get some rest
do miss me xDD.
tatas~~

hehes hme sweet hme at last!!

lalalas today went fine...
sch was pathetic seriously
i was like crapping with chelle n rx
fr e whole 4 periods zzzzzz
i felt so drowsy n slpy cann..
arghs wadever aft sch went to tekka mall
ate den wait fr hy they all af tt went play mahjiong
yay!! my beloved cousins came today!!! hahas
they'll be stayin till monday i guess hehehes!!
wanted to go out today but dint so yupps
plus mother gt e stupid stock work shop to
attend hence i shall stay at home n catch up
old times with my cousins hehes
since like so long since we gt tgt.
hehes missed them! anw anw i gtg alr
dinner!! hahas
srry hy n chelle couldnt make it tmr
nst perhaps? so srry!!!!.
my flu is gtting frm bad to worse
i think chelle has caught my flu =XX
opps srry =XX. hahas.
emoing as usual.
nth much in particular
my mind went **** when playing mahjiong
which led to losing $4.30 zzzz
i guess hcumootuoyssimi.
sighs agony....
if loving u is a sin
if loving u is a crime
i did rather had a life imprisonment
no regrets...
my sickness made my emotions worse
i felt terrible i really hope u were there.
as i said dreams arnt real.
reality is cruel.i just wanna keep
those memories deep in my heart
flash backs often occurs
alw wondering why.
e smilesnlaughters lingers in my mind
e sky darken e dwnpours cming dwn hard on me.
but wad i could only see is u.
everyseceverymineveryhrseemsunbearable.
no matters wad happens i'll still try to be strong xDD.
yes i will n i MUST!!!!!.no time to lose.
wake up!!! o levels is cming! really gt to study real hard!!
good luck ppl fr cming prelims results+ o levels
counting dwn to 22nd oct 1st AMATHS paper 1.
theres like 32 days hence buck up ppl!!!
study hard play hard!.

sighs song fr to day..
its not over?
chris daughtry: ITS NOT OVER.
I was blown away
what could I say It all seemed to make sense
You’ve taken away everything
And I can’t do without
I try to see the good in life
But good things in life are hard to find
Blow it away, Blow it away
Can we make this something goooood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start oveeerr
I'll try to do it right this time around It's not oveeerr
There’s a part of me that’s dead and in the ground
This love is killing me,
but you’re the only one
It's not overrrrr
Taken all I could take and I cannot wait
Were wasting to much time Being strong holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won’t give up that easily
Blow it Away, Blow it Away
Can we make this something good
Cause its all misunderstood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start over
I'll try to do it right this time around
It’s not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one It’s not oveeeerrr
We can’t let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don’t get caught up in yourself
Let it ouuuuttttt
Let’s start over I'll try to do it right this time around
It’s not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It’s not oveeer
Let’s start oveeeerrr
Its not oveeerr,
Oh yeah, yeah!
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It’s not oveeerrrr.....

ironny+agony is enuff to kill.

arghs im feeling so so so vexed
l0rs continue frm ytd one in a million
i wouldnt hope fr e one in a million
e right one its just enuff
loving a person means
loving their both good n bad pts
wad i wish is alw simple
im way too easily to be satisfied i guess
wadever
L0VE IS A STRONG WORD.
it differs frm crush.like.infatuation
wadsoever.
love kills love hurts
but i still chose to love.
all i wann is to lead a simple life.
dunn wish to hope dunn wish to dream
reality is cruel.
its just so HARD n DIFFICULT.
time tells everything .
im alr scar-ed all over
xi guan jiu hao. used to.

chris daughtry : USED TO.
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around youIt's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?
You used to talk to me likeI was the only one around
The only one aroundWe used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's youAnd at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be
yeahTo how it used to be
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be...



SIGHS.i hate emoing.

siannnnnnnn sighs dint went sch today was very sick

hii hii ppl im back to bloggin! hahas
okays actually dint wanna blog de
but since nth to do? bad memories of blogs
n plus im totally goin madd soon
i needa space fr me to vent my feelings on
hehes today nth much actually went to sch hw boring
cann tt be omg chit chat non-stop n e cme exam
lame cann wad GRC?MP?SMP? i dunn even undertstand
but luckily gt 68/80 phews l0rs aft sch went luch with hy n chelle
ate at square2 hahas had thai food.cupcakes.brownies hahas
went hm aft tt baby sitting again omg lah e 2 sis of mine want
to go fr a swim hence i gt to acc them dwn look at them swim...=.='''
but i ended up listening to emo songs n fell aslp aft tt untill my sis
splashes water at me zzzzzzzzzz.irritating! arghs im alw bullied by them
SADDDD! wth okays i suppose to be studyin but since prelims are just over
i shall take a rest xDD played audi awhile dloaded sm songs hahas
relax relax but im totally stressed up!!!
all guys=unfaithful bastards.
(quoted frm smone)
true? i dunno maybe it is but
maybe theres sm faithful ones
one in a million xDD. hy says theres 4 million ppl in sg so there will be 4 good perfect ones.
hahas wadever crappin alr okays i wanna go slp alr its like 11.35! tmr still got sch leh
sorry ppl fr e very wordy post hahas will upload pics when im freee~
so tatas byes nights!
-no pt clinging to smthing tt u dunn belong to.let it go u'll feel better-

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