Day 2

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWS, I AM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!, darling just called me :DDDDDDDDDDDD it feeeels super goooood to hear his voice like Z O M G. Its like just one call/text from him can keep me going for a day!. Always having butterflies anticipating for his call or when on the phone with him and my heart will go thups thups.. thups thups.*You guys must be going like what??!!* I KNOW!!!!. Maybe its cause we seldom chat on the phone. But i super appreciates it, cause he really made an effort to text me whenever he's freee and call me at night!. Melts** and and and every texts of his is like no less than 5 lines of words like AWWWWWWWWS, after tgt for so long our smses are always this long. HEARTS IT.

My poor boy,everything so rush and they dint even have time to bathe for the past 2 days can you imagine? but he still took out time to call me like YAYNESS. He's strong & tough enough to handle all those so called "progressive" training (i call them monster traning) i am very sure, so i have no worries!.Teeeheees, i may sound like a crazy nut head who will be mad happy over a call or a text but seriously, you wouldnt feel what i feeel unless you are going through what i am going through. So yaaaaa, whatever so long as i'm happy and that's what matter most(: I am happy to be going through this though cause it will make me learn to be even MORE independant and really treasure the times that we both spent tgt whenever he books out. Heh oright enough blabberings. Shall head to bed soon!. Its a sat tmr and I HAVE TO WORK. MAJOR SIANESS. Nvm~

Boy, you and I both know how strong our love is so its only a matter of time(:
I LOVE YOU!.

12 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!AND MY CRAZY DIET STARTS TMR!!!!!!!.

Day 1

Okay soooooooooooooooooo, he is in camp now. I've had an life time experience of what's in tekong cause i've never been there before. I was fineeeeeeeeeeee, so fineeeeeeeee untilll dunno when i start to shrink. Tsk, major shrink when i saw his mummy tear when he left. Awws i can imagine its the "she bu de" feeeling, brought up ur beloved son for 21yrs and he's leaving home for the very first time for 2 weeeeks. I guess u guys can imagine how i felt too, but i'm proud of myself cause i dint sobs(: His Daddy was laughing at Mummy (or rather us but i really dint cry okay lol) cause he say Army nothing one!. Treat it as he go holiday for 2 weeeks. Yes agreee!. When i was going to mrt, Daddy said "Ma hao ah" to meee. I just smiled and nodd(: Both of them went shopping tgt, ask me to join them too but i was too tired.

Thought alot on the ride home, nth in paricular but i doze off and miss my stop :Z oh well~. Haha reached home, bathed and here i am!. I'll be isolating myself from 31st July to 10 Aug neeed to start my extreme diet and do smth about myself. Having working adults/older friends around you push you even harder to the extend that it really strikes you like lightning if you knw what i mean. Roughly, gaging a plan in life, dun waste your time and youth on things that you think would not work out. Have a target, yesss i am going to do what i need to do and get what i want. You will not want to live in regrets im sure(: The drive that you have makes you work harder so you can live for the better in future and i am sure my boy has that drive in him too. This will make everything works i believe. Once a upon a time i believe that marrrying a rich guy = BEST & no worries. But it dosent seems that way. I would rather be tgt with smone who loves me, willing to work hard no matter how hard it is in order to "yang" us. Thats enough and i am always waiting for the day where i can see boyf everyday, go out and go home tgt. Even though that is like a so simple thing to many but to me its really a big deal!. That i will reallly appreciate every single sec spend with him!.

Okay so back on track, people i am not going out during that period of time exceptions can be made if you guys are going to a place where they have salads/no fried food/fruits. Initially i wanted a diet of mere 500calories per day and no exercise but its impossible so i'm sticking to the 800calories + at least 30 min of exercise per day(: FYI Female needs 1200calories perday & Male need 1800calories if im not wroong. Haha i knw i sound like a freak but yeah im so gonna do it!. 10 days give me at least 4-8kg lost PLS. Darling is so gonna kill me if he sees this 2 weeks later but by then i have alr lost so ya. But i got eat and exercise so is healthy okay!. *Fingers cross hopes nothing goes wrong* Okie! shall head for dinner 2 more days to diet!. After friday which is tmr, no more foood after 6~ only fruits/cereal bars!. Shall update tmr again! Ciaos~

COUNTING DOWN! 13 MORE DAYS!.

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