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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Day 1

Okay soooooooooooooooooo, he is in camp now. I've had an life time experience of what's in tekong cause i've never been there before. I was fineeeeeeeeeeee, so fineeeeeeeee untilll dunno when i start to shrink. Tsk, major shrink when i saw his mummy tear when he left. Awws i can imagine its the "she bu de" feeeling, brought up ur beloved son for 21yrs and he's leaving home for the very first time for 2 weeeeks. I guess u guys can imagine how i felt too, but i'm proud of myself cause i dint sobs(: His Daddy was laughing at Mummy (or rather us but i really dint cry okay lol) cause he say Army nothing one!. Treat it as he go holiday for 2 weeeks. Yes agreee!. When i was going to mrt, Daddy said "Ma hao ah" to meee. I just smiled and nodd(: Both of them went shopping tgt, ask me to join them too but i was too tired.

Thought alot on the ride home, nth in paricular but i doze off and miss my stop :Z oh well~. Haha reached home, bathed and here i am!. I'll be isolating myself from 31st July to 10 Aug neeed to start my extreme diet and do smth about myself. Having working adults/older friends around you push you even harder to the extend that it really strikes you like lightning if you knw what i mean. Roughly, gaging a plan in life, dun waste your time and youth on things that you think would not work out. Have a target, yesss i am going to do what i need to do and get what i want. You will not want to live in regrets im sure(: The drive that you have makes you work harder so you can live for the better in future and i am sure my boy has that drive in him too. This will make everything works i believe. Once a upon a time i believe that marrrying a rich guy = BEST & no worries. But it dosent seems that way. I would rather be tgt with smone who loves me, willing to work hard no matter how hard it is in order to "yang" us. Thats enough and i am always waiting for the day where i can see boyf everyday, go out and go home tgt. Even though that is like a so simple thing to many but to me its really a big deal!. That i will reallly appreciate every single sec spend with him!.

Okay so back on track, people i am not going out during that period of time exceptions can be made if you guys are going to a place where they have salads/no fried food/fruits. Initially i wanted a diet of mere 500calories per day and no exercise but its impossible so i'm sticking to the 800calories + at least 30 min of exercise per day(: FYI Female needs 1200calories perday & Male need 1800calories if im not wroong. Haha i knw i sound like a freak but yeah im so gonna do it!. 10 days give me at least 4-8kg lost PLS. Darling is so gonna kill me if he sees this 2 weeks later but by then i have alr lost so ya. But i got eat and exercise so is healthy okay!. *Fingers cross hopes nothing goes wrong* Okie! shall head for dinner 2 more days to diet!. After friday which is tmr, no more foood after 6~ only fruits/cereal bars!. Shall update tmr again! Ciaos~

COUNTING DOWN! 13 MORE DAYS!.

love notes @ 7:21:00 PM