Tuesday, December 4, 2007
okays being last day in sg today its kinda $%^&^&*(.mixed feelings confused sighs maybe i really dun belong here,im tired really tired.even e toughest person on earth need a rest,i maybe insignificant to some ppl perhaps ppl must be gloating n laughing over my absence.i cant do anything bout it but what i can do is just be me.. .. .. what am i actually? i dun really knw alr things are alw changing so are ppl.e person is so so so good to you and next min? guess what everything turns around,its really disheartening however i must be strong.overcoming these obstacles aint that easy but i have got no choice.my gastric prob has seriously worsen so so so afraid to go to doctors fearing that doctor might say i am sorry u have contracted gastric cancer. god.. .. maybe im thinking too much but wells its good to be prepared for e worst before it hits u real bad.day n night i yearn fr e one to be protected n taken care of but i guess its still not e way.im sorry for being emo but cant really hlp it.guys if u read this post please dun gt affected alrights im fine real fine xDD.cheers! okays enough im still 16 long way to go hopefully.okays den i'll blog again tmr or when im in msia but i doubt i have e time so byes ppl! i'll be leaving here by e next day im glad? nahhs nt really okays den byes!oh ya i change my blog song too hope u all like it its dang ni li kai de shi huo by tanya chua,i love this song!!!! hehs **when is my beast coming to save me frm this miserable state im in right now sighs ponders**
ohhhla!chhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs xDDDDDDD.
